This is a blog about books, poetry, poetry and prose I've writen, and anything to do with articulate things, and now movies and music! So enjoy! and Please comment!
The deep sea that is the sky Here I stand while the moon passes by Standing in awe of this amazing phenomenon Gives the feeling of erasing wrongs
Not many get to this beauty Not many will appreciate this rarity But those that do will not be let down Because it's God's way of saying He is all around
I pen all my thoughts to paper
I pen all my evil to be mastered
I pen all that is on my mind
I pen all I feel to see what I find
I pen all with hope to see a cause
I pen all to see detail in what's lost
I pen all my whole world and thoughts
I pen all so I can see what can be taught
Again she lays in bed, her mind in hell, raging
Again wishing to sleep, with no bad guests coming
Again confronted with her odd thoughts and questioning
Again she tries to put her mind to a peaceful easing
Alone in her thoughts at last, no more wandering
Alone in her sleep and wonderful dreaming
Alone with what she wishes could be happening
Alone in her dreams with all bad thoughts leaving
I go to work thinking, wishing to see you
Waiting around watching the machine spin true
Hoping that some day I'll get back there
To be in your arms, if I may dare
To see your smile and know it's me
That is the only one who makes you happy
A year and four months you have been gone
I don't know how or why you went so wrong
I miss you every day with all my heart
Because when you left I fell apart
You were suppose to be by my side
Forever and ever, weren't suppose to die
So now what shall I do? No one comes close
To being like you and being my daily dose
But as for now I'l go on wondering why
And always loving you until I die
I'm up in the morning and it may not be early
But I get my gear on and get going
To work this fat off my buns but not get to burly
With-in time it will work, and make me glowing!
And here it a good work out song to go along with it.
I have posted a new poem before this post of my review! I said I would tell about the books and movies I watch and here we go!
I'll start with the books I've read so far this year. I read Karen Moning's Fever series, and I must say out of all the hype I heard about it, I wasn't a big fan! I give it about a 2.5 out of 5. Why you may ask? Because I believe the characters could of been more involved, and it felt she tried to drag it out, so make a longer series. Instead making each book a bit smaller and more entertaining. I did like the unique way of adding the Irish folklore in it, but it could of been done a lot better. It just seemed like she tried to hard. Plus her main character I thought she made way to stupid, to the point I skimmed over some of the chapters because I couldn't stand the stupidity of the main character.
After reading all five of those I read Stephen King's The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon. That was a 4 out of 5. I liked the whole story of the girl lost and how she begins to lose her mind but stays with it. I also liked the whole creepy feeling the book gave me. But then near the end it makes you wonder what was really there, or if it was all in her head? It was a good book, I think you guys will enjoy it!
Then I've read Dan Simmon's Children of the Night and OMG! A fricken 10 of a book! I loved everything about it! The whole original story line tied into Romanian history, and with a whole new twist on the vampire thing. OMG what a awesome book! Plus you end up loving the characters, and I actually read this book slower then most cause I didn't want it to end. And Dan Simmons I think could give Stephen King a run for his money, because when he is describing things, it doesn't feel dragged out. That may be because he doesn't try so hard to put a picture in your head. Instead it's like reading a picture, or watching a movie. Just an awesome book all around.
I have read a lot of books lately and some I cannot remember the titles unfortunately :/ I'm sorry guys, but I will write them down and post them as I read. Maybe soon I'll be writing about movies as well. Idk yet, movies I don't think count as an articulate form. I shall post again soon! Enjoy my other blogs as well :)
If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door.
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.
There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'
To keep you by my side
To keep you from walkin' out the door.
'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it'll rain, rain, rain
I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Ooh, if I was in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Sayin' "There goes my little girl
Walkin' with that troublesome guy"
But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Ooh, but little darlin' watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make you mine
'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it'll rain, rain, rain.
Oh, don't just say (don't just say) goodbye (goodbye),
Don't just say (don't just say) goodbye (goodbye)
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make it right
'Cause there'll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it'll rain, rain, rain
Another day in this carnival of souls
Another night's sands end as quickly as it goes
The memories are shadows, ink on the page
And I can't seem to find my way home
And it's almost like your heaven's trying everything
Your heaven's trying everything to keep me out
All the places I've been and things I've seen
A million stories that made up a million shattered dreams
The faces of people I'll never see again
And I can't seem to find my way home
'Cause it's almost like your heaven's trying everything to break me down
'Cause it's almost like your heaven's trying everything to keep me out
'Cause it's almost like your heaven's trying everything to break me down
'Cause it's almost like your heaven's trying everything
Your heaven's trying everything to break me down
To break me down, to break me down
Your heaven's trying everything
Your heaven's trying everything to break me down
One of my favorite songs at the moment. Enjoy the lyrics.
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land.
But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to seek me, ah my love, ah my own, in me all that fire is repeated, in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten, my love feeds on your love, beloved, and as long as you live it will be in your arms without leaving mine
All the things I should say I keep in
Every thing every day I never win
Why can't I tell you anything?
These thoughts in my head lingering
I wish I could say them to you
But what is actually true?
I know it would hurt and crush
But something has to be done, must!
So here are my words in poem form
Just remember what I say in my poems
Of all the things I had to do,
All the these things for you.
Trying to understand just makes it worse
This feels like a curse
I love you all to pieces
But now my heart lays in pieces
How many times will I go through
Giving in to you
Maybe later you will see
That this me is not really me
So I had to do something today that in all honesty I did not want to do. I just did it to make others happy. It wasn't fair or right to me, but I have to go on with it. I don't understand what compels to even consider what I did or am doing, but hopefully I'll at least feel better about it later. If not then I'll have to get on that. But I'm letting you know, so you all know what kind inspired my next few poems I shall be posting.
A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes
I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it's left me blind
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat
I tried to find the sound
But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness,
So darkness I became
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
I took the stars from our eyes, and then I made a map
And knew that somehow I could find my way back
Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the darkness with you
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart
One of my new favorite songs right now. I just discovered this girl and I love her music! It's great, the writing of the songs, and the music is nice on the ears too! So take a click on the link to the song and enjoy my friends! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2EIeUlvHAiM&ob=av2n
To finally realize you'll never be back
To finally realize you'll never be here
It's hurts so much to know all this
I wish you stayed there one more year
But for some reason or another
You felt the need to leave us
So now I lay awake blundered
To know I should of seen this
This pain this hurt
This guilt this shame
To know your gone
And I think I am to blame...
"Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference"
This is the very first poem I ever memorized. I was taking a creative writing course oh when I was around 12 I think. It was a challenge the teacher gave to us. I forgot why, but it was a lot of fun. Ever since then I've been writing. Needless to say it's been a while, but I will post some of my original work too. Probably all on their own post so I don't ramble on after you read it. :) So until then. Enjoy!
Ok, so I am so sorry I haven't not posted for 2 years!! I can't believe it has been that long since i had this! but unfortunatly that is what happens when you decide to have a busy life.
I do not have any poems for you at the moment but maybe later I shall post some I have already written. But do not fret my dears I shall make a triumphant return!
Solar Eclipse
