Why do I do these things?

So I had to do something today that in all honesty I did not want to do.  I just did it to make others happy.  It wasn't fair or right to me, but I have to go on with it.  I don't understand what compels to even consider what I did or am doing, but hopefully I'll at least feel better about it later.  If not then I'll have to get on that.  But I'm letting you know, so you all know what kind inspired my next few poems I shall be posting.